A friend asked me: Tell me, what do you love?
Here is my reply:
I love creating a cosy living space for myself 🏖 (under given conditions ).
I love picking up dirty, neglected stuff 🤢 and transforming it into something pretty 🥰and useful, loveable, enjoyable 🙌🏽
I love creating pictures out of my inner world. 🎨
I love watching „Sisimpur“ (bengali children’s video)
I love looking at flowers 🌺, listening to birds 🦋 singing, 🌬feeling the wind in my hair, watching lightning ⚡️and shaking under thunder. Listening to the stories of a mountain creek, ❄️ to the music of night time insects…
I love eating. 🍒🥝🍉
I love children. Their hands, their eyes, 👀 their toes, their belly buttons… I love their ideas, I love their laughter.
I love answering questions like this one on a day like today!
I love music. My daughter playing Beethoven’s moonlight sonata like she did it yesterday. 🎹 And that other stuff that touched me to tears.
I love singing in the sunshine and singing in the rain. I love Afrika, though I’ve hardly been there.
I love bugs and beetles and even mosquitoes🐞… as long as we have space to our own.
I love Kolkata. Riding a Kolkata bus or hopping onto an auto riksha. 🛺
I love poetry.
I love … 💗
I hate… 💔
The children that have stopped playing . 👓 The children that act like their parents. 👓 I hate those parents who made their children act like them. 👩👧👧👨👦👦
I hate the sunshine when it kills. 🌞🥵
I hate…
… situations I can’t deal with. When I feel lost, 😨 helpless, stressed („überfordert“). 🥴
When I’m mad inside and don’t know what to do about it. 😤
I hate my mind when it puts pressure on me, makes me feel tight, judges me and puts me down. 🤯
I hate being with someone I love 🤭 yet feeling unable to express that love, unable to feel and share that love. 🥰
(Ok, I admit… I also feel scared at the thought that this could happen one day 😅)
Talked too much🥳 – failed the test? 👎🏼 😩 … I hate it!
But.. wait a minute…
From today on…
I shall love also all the points I hated.
… I shall learn to cry. 😭
👻🤡👹😰
My friend said:
Congratulations! You have found the entrance into the kindergarden of love!
💖🐒😻👍🏽💝
I am proud of myself …
and… P.S. I LOVE EMOJIS 🤩😂🙏🏼